typical tuesday with a twist

Its tuesday's feeling of getting over monday's hang over but... dont read manic monday blog!! it is soooo boring and i dont blamme me it was 11 o'clock n mi dad was fallin asleep opposite me (thats exactly how i was feeling) and i wrote a load of utter shit you will die of bordem reading it i have warned you oooh but there is an interestin bit in da paragraph when i was waiting for my ilp time and paige started a conov about piles but other wise that's it.

but anyway 2 day turned up at school did my science hw i was suppose to do lol then went up to the music block to drop of my violin and use da computer because i REALLY needed to do my compossition work walk in " can i use the..."

"NO"

"can i use the com for..."

"NO"

"what?!"

" if i said arsonistic would that mean anything to you tasha?"

"no"

"oh mr pearson said hi by the way"

"oh so my inclings was right "

they then went into a music bitch fit about mr pearsons music and singin and hmming the hedwigs theme that mr pearson got of the internet.

so yeah mr rutter and miss lowing now hate me!! lol

went through the day not doin much apart from trying not to think to much about the unimportant things in life...

Graphics i hated started some crappy course work but still trying to change tech to textiles but still cant so stuck in a depressive class with lots of unhelpfull shit to do which will not help me what so ever in life!!

Maths, sat and drew on my hand i've started a new sort of pattern thats kinda groovy it goes to my tumb to the edge of my wrist along the back of my palm theres a piccy of it.

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it was in eng.

Had science and we set fire to a piece of paper!! we had a circut well.... it was a really big circut and miss put a piece of paper then she shortened the circut and turned up the voltage!!. The wire glowed an electric lumonous orange miss then put the piece of paper on and it smoked. The wire burnt through and the edges of the paper were orange at it fell to the work top the class screamed and yelled with glee i mean, what pyromaniacs!! as bad as the music dept.

The next lesson was boring compaired to that just drama we're doin another sence from blood brothers and im doing it with rozheen and ellie o'roke there alryt. Last lesson eng spend 2 hours on my thing that had to be in today but nooo she wasn't in and we had some really random lady who was really butch and there's was a barn owl ourside on the net ball courts and we sat and watched it migrate from the floor to the net ball post then back again.

but things didn't get interesting till i got home afta ella n stacey rappin each other down the road and shouting insults at each other such as " you transexual homosapien" and "man whore with a a fanny" i final got home.

Then went upstairs to change and that s where it happened i started sorting my room out as it has got to the point where i couldn't walk along the ground/carpet so i started to pick up the clothes on the floor and fold and put them on my sofa and found a bag in side the bag ...was another bag and in that bag was crumbled bits of wax n i thought hmmm....

WHERE'S MY LIGHTER?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

i looked in da floors of my lego then found it, found a tin to put underneath so the carpet dont get burnt and put the wax in an empty candle thingy and set it alight with some matches it was only a little fire at first but then i started to put some more matches on to make it bigger and then the matches carried on burning when they were black how does that work?????

So i wanted to put it out. The fire was on about 5 matches and it was just over 15 cm ruler (ish) in height, i found a bottle of water and squeesed just over a sip onto the fire the fire grew up ward higher than my bed to at least 4 foot!! where i squeesed the water the fire had engoulfed it and went up in a hot orange and feirce yellow globe i leap back toward the wall in shock almost wacking my head on the wall the fire stayed at 4 foot for a while and it looked like satan had risen from the floor of my bed room, my heart was racing and my hands was shaking all i could think of was fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me. i could hear the roaring rage of the fire as it reached upward and the heat against pressing against my cheek. It slowly died down and let out a little simmer and sizzle before it just became a black splodge on my bed room floor i sat there in ashtonishment for a while breathing heavely before the sences kicked back in again and i pulled my head to gether to clear up the black ash and waxxy mess it had left but that was the most scaryest minute of my life !!

thought of another line to my song ...so many memories in one room ohh noo i have told you!! basically you know how you get them ambitions before you die well i've got one to do before im 16 which is write a song so i ave 2 years but i'm gathering inspiration for lyrics now and i'm aming for 1 line a day so that 'll be good i'll post a line a day on here for no body to read lol

Manic Monday

as you might have read my other blog you will know i woke up 30 min earlyer than expected this morning after being waken by mum slamming the door on her way out.

after i finally decided to leave the house i walked all the way to the 51 bus stop knowing that the r11 or b14 would take ages so going down you always get that feeling of there's a bus going to go past and that'll will be the last 1 or somereally anoying thought like that but the buss didnt drive past because there wasnt 1 for ages apparently what jenni and kate told me there hadnt been 1 for the last 45 min which was ok because that ment that 1 had to be there soon ryt?

i did eventually turn up and after 15 buss stops and 3 old people nearly getting run over we got to sidcup waiting for another bus i saw carlo's sister nina or was it gini i dunno but i saw her n didn't say hi lol

finally got to school to find that miss was running late not like 5 or 10 minutes late but half an hour which then grew to an hour waiting in this hour at first was ok because only a couple people had to been seen so me and paige sat chatted of what happened yesterday and how grace wasnt the center of arguments ella was and we disscused this fact with paige murphey which wasn't to bothered or inclined to listen to this convosation and changed it, to aren't we gonna get piles sitting on the floor? because we were sitting on concrete and it was quite a chilly morning this then turned to askin paige o 's dad and step mum jo what piles was and at his point hannah flynn brooke jo maddy and nicole are listerning to this 3 guesses they didnt know what it was as well so jo gave a quite detailed and image cringing version .went that finished me and paige o lost all sanity layed back and clouded watched this convosation was perked up by "dead fish with a person on top farting " and traffice makes mi eyes water both said by me this convosation died when paige had to go into her ilp apointment then sheriden came over and we talked a bit

2 more people later and 3 more random convos and 2 more people turning up it was my time and i remeber people coming out saying she went on well she just went on and on and on and on it was like a train without a station!! it was ridiclous.

2 hours and 2 buss journeys and gettin rejected in macd's later i was at ella's house greated by hello evil and dirty looks but that disapeared shortly we sat and chatted for a bit me ella harri and backy then it was ella's ilp time and coz me being akward i wanted to go back to mac d so we went to ella ilp time backy and harri leaving us to go bp and then gettin seen by mr williams he got a very large mocking from me from his countdown thing but that was over quite quickly quicker than mine we then met up with gina and susi on da way 2 bp wen mac d's 1 very long singing walk later we got to mac d's bought happymeals and scoffed it and trew the toys at each other pissing others off

when back to ella's and sat in her room talking bout random shit that then got changed to lets go on the trampoline to play dare this then turned into a huge rapage session with ella gina me n susi in da middle ov it with groping and other bad bondage happerning and ella bitting and gina licking this then turned to beck hu has huge boobs and thought would be a brill idear to grope so yeh we all leap on top of becky grabbing and groping her arse.

that klasted quite a while then migrated to ella's room when people had to start leaving soon includin me and harri the day was suppose to be singstaring and randomness that then turned to a kinky sex on a trampoline day but got home n practise my violin like crazy coz i aint prctised all week and was like SHIT!! so did that then went violin lesson and then thats it came home argued with mum so sum up the day

1. lost virginity on a trampoline
2.need to practise violin more
3.argued with mum...again
4. should do my home work
as i have just done my 500 - 1000 word essay at 887 words in just under an hour so yeh its gonna b brill content

im writting a song atm so thats gonna b fun to stick at c if i can do a line a day see if that works (probo not ) send anova 1 2 morro c if anyfink happenes in sci or if mr rutter cocks somethink up in band 2 morro let u know xxx

early bird catches the worms

don't ask about the title i dont like worms (its just a saying)but i'm getting called a parrot at school because apparently i wont shut up quite anoying and colourful? ? ? apparently

but anyway it monday im up because i woke up 30 min earlier than i was suppose to coz i was just lying in bed not doing much appart from needing a wee so i got up

Its ilp day 2 day i (where we go into school talk to our form tutor bout random shit then go home ) and your suppose to spend the whole day doing "coursework" but our version is a bit different its crash a mate's house to play sing star so i'll let you know how that went someone else is suppose to be coming but i doubt it that they'll come

i dont have to leave the house for another 45 minutes so i'll do some of my 700 word eassy i was suppose to be doing but im doin science home work now so not that bad.

just finished my breakfast bar but still starving hungary (what brilliant grammer!!) but yer speak to you soon !! xXx

stuff at school

well.. lets see came back from 6 weeks parting looks like i wasnt the only 1 partying n gettin pissed most days we didnt get our s.a.t.s. back which was fair enough because a lot of schools didnt have there s.a.t.s. back but we didnt have our options back as well which as you guess didn't go down to well for the first day we only had 1 lesson but the next day was a a 5 day lesson with cofussing shit n every1 didnt know wot the fukk they were doing so yes wasn't very good.

But about 4 weeks into school now and we've got our options back and our sats so everythink is fitting nicely but i didnt get da option i wasnted fukkin textiles but nooo i got graphicss!! wtf do i need graphics for im not gonna fukkin design anythink or or or become an engineer like my dad ha ha ha no way!! so yeh been tryin to change for ages now and fukkin sick of it coz im nt gonna do graphics coz i will kill myself it is da depressing i mean a fukkin board game we have enough of them just go hamleys or toys 'r' us n u got loads but noooo "design a board game which has fair trade as the game or the link??" htf we suppose to do that?!

But anyway on the lighter side i got drama and music n im doin a dance leadershipp course thing so it looks really good in my planner where u've got drama,music then dance leader its quite awsomme but i love drama we just done blood brothers as a mini assesment and it was really good me being eddie i had to put on a posh accent yeh "you know the most smashing things" i was saying that they whole da lol i got an a+ so i was happy :D :D:D:D:D

right music well we have to do a solo and enssamble piece n dis term we 're doing a solo n dis term im doin canon in d but thats nt da problem wel... it is but not da big 1 da big one is what are we gonna do for the enssamble piece n i've thought of some suggestions like total eclips of the heart - boinnie tyler man who can't be moved -the script an other song by them but we actually dont know what to do and another problem is that harriet plays sax n sax is not a pop inst so she will moan of what ever we do so yeh when that time comes im srewed any suggestions??

right dance im doin that with harriet shes in every lesson n i swear down she IS doing my head in but any way we have to do a warm up (ok) a main activity (shit) and a cool down (not to bothered) and im doin it with candice (great) so yehh that will be fun

got s.a.t.s back and i did better than my mocks (i got 6 out of 60 for maths and still got a level 6 which is just bout average ) i got a 7 for maths 5 for english and 6 for science so iwas quite happy english was really hard and maths was quite easy which was surprising.

but yeh that bout all the school stuff happened so far.
tlk 2 ya later

more random shit i have thought of

apparently according to my age i am 1914 years old i dunno bout you but i look fuckin good for my age!! im not by the way im 14 i just dunno how to change it and my zodiac sign is a dog not a rat.

I went out to day camden i went with ella george(her bf) carlo (caroline) leonie and grace which was a change because grace never comes out but we just wondered a bit n sat in mac d's then we moved down to the lock n sat on a wall screaming thing at random people in a boat n some guy toke a piccy ov us lol i hope he aint gonna publish it in some paper my mum n dad reads coz im kinda fukked ( im not actually allowed to go up candem but i do anyway i keep loads ov shit from my mum n dad but thats another story) so yeh it was good but then slowly deteriated when we got to charing cross we didnt know what to do n grace was like in goin then dissappeared n came back about 10 min later wiv an ice cream then said good bye and got on her train then me n carlo n ella n george n leo was lyk whay should we do ? get the train or go to mac d's ( on the strand) so i just went boots 2 get some food naturally leo followed and i got some chocolate buttons then went back to wher ella n george n carlo was n there so i called out ella twice n she didnt reply so me and leo went to get on the train that grace was on because that goes orpington and we can get home from there really easily so we went then ... well... u would kinda guess what would happen so yeh but it resolved now so all is good

p.s i've just started this and already got 4 preveiws who is looking at my crapp?? but i thinks its just me goin on and of it

first eva thingy...blogg

hello,
i really dunno how this works but im tryin it coz bord 1 day as u can read.
i am also doing this to try and imporve my english as if you have ever had a convosation on msn with me u will know that i will not spell a single word correctly and it isnt that good when you going to be doing you gcse's in two years time so i thought if i star now i might be good enough to get more than my sats lol.

reading this over i still cant spell correctly...

but i really dont know what to write so i'll just say what has happened so far until this moment...

1.born
2. 2 broken arms
3.14 birthdays
4. 2 sprained ankles/foot
5. 5 schools
6. over 40 different teachers (that had to put up with me)
7. from 10 - 20 boy friends (all dumped or got dumped!)
8. 1 whole club hates me bymt (bromley youth music trust) they actually really do they used to pick on me n stuff lol and i really hate them to the music they do is such shit n i kinda got forced to do it but now im doing this really cool theater train thing and its really good and i really like it.
9.500 different obsessions over songs
10. over 7 years worth of knowledge of music (i play violin and piano and can get by on a guitar and drum)
11.over 300 trips to bluewater/bromley/camden/london
12. been aboard to france 4 times, spain 1, italy 1, america 1, center parc 6, wales 1,singapore 1, thats it i fink.
13. failed 11+ and didnt get in to a grammer school lol
14. options got screwed up
15. sats got screwed up
16.options got given back
17.sats got given back
18. did this blog

and i think thats it but no one's gonna be readin this but what ever